...tomorrow is obviously an exam-free day! hahah!
Or maybe I just have nothing to say all the time.
Nah, the truth is that I can't shut up irl, yet I am always reluctant to share stuff daily on deviantart. Oh well, that's me.
But seriously, I'm in the middle of some preliminary examinations in my crap of a school. Did Chemistry and Physics already, only 5 more to go. yay. not. What's worse is that we still have homework/projects and LESSONS AT THE SAME DAY AFTER OR BEFORE THE EXAMS. UGH. Many people say senior year is pretty easy and chill at least at the first semester.AHAHAHAHAH. NOPE. I FEEL LIKE I AM A BANANA THAT GOT PEELED OF AND NOBODY ATE IT AND IT GOT ROTTEN AND THROWN AWAY TO THE TRASH CAN. FML.
Other than that, I have this life-block thingy in my life. You know, like art-block only it's life, but not art. I think the rest of the world is having the same thing too, lol. Anyway, I'm basically doing something similar to finding myself? Idk. There are a lot of things I am capable of but I can't simply choose which one will be most beneficial and enjoyable for me. Like I really really love Science, and my goal is to be a Forensic Scientist, but then again, I do enjoy video games and I actually thought about the idea of working in this area as an artist or a developer and then there's cosplay, which is only a hobby, but I want to bring it to a slightly bigger level. If a year had 365 more days and I had a shitload of money, I think I would pull everything off. Sadly, life is cruel to everyone except Garrus Vakarian. Because he is perfect. <3333
But you know, despite all the shit that's happened or is happening or will happen - I am pretty satisfied with my life. I mean, I have a loving family, wonderful friends, I am pretty smart and I don't find myself unattractive either. In fact, I would be perfect if I didn't procrastinate my ass off all the time. And I shouldn't probably have such gargantuan needs either. In other words - life is pretty awesome, could be better, but still pretty awesome. Having Dragon Age: Inquisition would also be nice. Please. Anybody. I'll cry. No. Srsly. And grab one for
too. Or we'll srsly cry. Come on.
Oh wait, I think I didn't mention it here yet. I moved into a new apartment with my mom and sister. Finally, after ~11 years, I have my very own room. It's such a bliss, I'm not sure if there's anything better than having a room of your own. OH WAIT I KNOW. Having a room of your own with a cute tabby cat! We adopted a stray cat thanks to
who brought her, introduced us and gave instructions on how to look after a cat(Last time I had a pet, I was 5 and it was a parrot, so my experience with animals is really close to nothing)! I called her Tali(I actually thought about Kasumi, since she's my favorite female character from Mass Effect, but Tali suited so much more, I couldn't resist.) And we really don't care if she's a stray cat, we still love that little cutie! Well, not little, actually, her butt is enormous. Still. Kittens is love <3
OH, RIGHT. I HAVE A TUMBLR ACCOUNT NOW. GO CHECK IT OUT.
I've been having mixed feelings about deviantart lately. I mean, I love it, but it's really hard to get noticed here. Not that I need attention, I always draw for myself. Yet sometimes a little bit of appreciation is needed, no? I am really grateful to all of you who like my art! Love y'all
But yeah, dA isn't always good if you're a somewhat intermediate artist who wants some spotlight from time to time. Tumblr, however, is much simpler. I'm not saying I'm moving out, I enjoy having lots of accounts all over the place! I'm just saying I might post something more there. Not sure what to do with adoptables, though. In any case, CHECK MY TUMBLR OUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. AND MY FB PAGE TOO.
I was about to end my journal, but I remembered. I WATCHED INTERSTELLAR WITH
LAST WEEK. HOLY SHIT. But really, a great movie. I thought about some of the things a lot that night. Do watch it if you didn't, in cinemas too, worth every penny. It's not the best thing I watched, but it's still very spectacular. And I am also a sucker for sci-fi things. Rocks to be me, ahahah <3 AND CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW WONDERFUL THE OST IS. BECAUSE HANS ZIMMER THAT'S WHY. His music is beyond superb. It's like Garrus, only it's music. Lol. Me and my obsessions again.
That would probably be all. Not that I have nothing else to say, I'm just pretty tired today. I should PROBABLY write more of these. I might just do that after the exams. STAY TUNED.